Watching: Friends...mainly which is a bit sad but hey!
Playing: on XBOX LIVE
Eating: pate'
Drinking: Coffee...in a minute!
Falling Short
Sat Aug 1, 2009, 12:08 AM
I'm this morning struck by the realisation that i'm not great at anything...i'm okay at lots of things, i'm an okay photographer - i very occasionally write something half decent, i even occassionally manage a half okay watercolour - but i'm not good at any of it...I struggle to perform against others, i don't have the eye in the same way as some of those around me. My wife for instance is a brilliant photographer, she can see an image with clarity and depth, i have to fudge around looking for answers to a problem i don't understand really. I know in some ways its stupid to get frustrated about this - but i would just like to excell at something..no even artistic things...i feel like a cheap swiss army knife, capable of doing lots of things, but not particularly good at any one thing...